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Tuesday, August 30, 2016

bukan semuanya bahagia saja

Salam....

kebanyakan story dalam blog ni semua kisah yang happy2 saja..kisah yang baik2..memory yang sweet2 untuk aku kenang sok2 nanti...ada juga sikit2 kisah duka namun aku cuba kurangkan...sebab dulu aku penah tulis blog ikut rasa hati...tulis apa je yang terlintas tanpa menapis dulu...akhirnya aku sedar...lagi aku tulis...lagi aku akan ingat perkara or peristawa yang tak "best" tu..makanya aku ubah stail penulisan..aku coretkan pengalaman hidup yang ingin aku kenang sepanjang hayat aku....maka terhasillah blog baru ni....

mana mungkin dalam hidup seseorang itu bahagia sentiasa...mana mungkin dalam hidup seseorang itu tidak pernah merasa terluka, terhina, teraniaya dan sebagainya...pasti akan ada...tapi kebiasaannye bila aku "down"..bila aku sedih...bila aku terluka...aku suka baca balik memori2 yang menggembirakan...kadang2 bila baca balik boleh buang perasaan marah, sedih dan terluka yang mula bersarang dalam hati...dan sedikit sebanyak kadang2 ianya mampu melembutkan jiwa yang keras dek kerana ego seorang wanita....

bila kita catitkan sesuatu kenangan di saat kita gembira...kita pasti akan coretkan kebaikkan tentang nya....bila kita sedih dan marahkan sesuatu, we tend to forgot about the kindness and always focus on the bad things and the issue itself...kadang2 kita terlupa orang itu juga pernah membahagiakan kita walau seketika...orang itu juga pernah bersusah untuk kita walaupun cuma sekali...orang itu juga yang pernah menerima baik buruk kita...semuanya pernah namun kita bisa lupa....maka membaca balik kenangan2 manis mampu balancekan rasa hati kita...

up to today...at this moment..aku masih keliru dalam mencari keputusan untuk masa depan diri...terlalu banyak faktor untuk dipertimbangkan...matangkah aku dalam membuat keputusan...aku juga tak mau terburu2 dek kerana terlalu ikutkan emosi ketika ini...perlukah aku beri "cool down period" ? 

Ya Allah...please guide me throughout this hard time...guide me to make the best decision for me...guide me to not make a mistake that i might be regret in the future....what else to do than berserah kepada Yang Maha Kuasa dan Maha Mengetahui...insyaAllah.............

1 comment:

  1. Walaupun tak tahu apa yang berlaku, sue doakan semoga diberi jalan keluar terbaik untuk erza buat keputusan.

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I'm your ERASER

pencil: you know, i'm really sorry

eraser: for what? you didn't do anything wrong to me...

pencil: i'm sorry cause you get hurt because of me..whenever i made mistake, you're always there to erase it. but as you made my mistake vanish, you lose a part of yourself..you get smaller and smaller every time :(

eraser: that's true...but i don't really mind. you see, i was made to do this..i was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. eventhough, one of these days, i know i'll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, i'm actually happy with my job..so please stop worrying...i HATE seeing you SAD because of me..

I do really LOVE you bie...

I do really LOVE you bie...