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Monday, June 22, 2015

my target

Salam...

alhamdulillah..berjaya kurangkan 1/3 dari jumlah hutang PTPTN melalui tolakan akaun II KWSP...lega sikit hati ni...bukan ape..aku ni hari2 dok fikir hutang..kalau boleh aim nak settlekan semua hutang dalam 2 tahun...ni target aku sendiri la..lepas settle hutang, aku harap aku boleh resign & mulakan bisnes sendiri...but how long it will take, i'm not sure yet...plan aje..huhuhu...

serius la...aku penat sangat lately ni... hal ofis tak berkesudahan...memang gaji masyuk.. kawan2 best... bos best... company best.. pendek kata semua best.. cumanya... banyakkkkkk sangat kerja sampai bila aku abis ofis hour, rasa penat tak berdaya dah nak urus hal rumah tangga dengan anak2...tak terdaya nak melayan karenah anak...karenah hubby...nanti aku selalu naik angin bila aku penat...and i'm really dun like myself to behave like that...walaupun kadang2 aku cuba tak nak marah..cuba nak berlembut..erm...tapi selalu jer terbabas...and at the end aku malas dah nak usaha kawal hati...penattttt tambah pula orang tak memahami...jadi stress tau tak...huhuhuhuuh


kadang2 aku selalu terfikir nak lari dari semua ni...nak relax 1 day...bagi rehat minda..bagi rehat body...biar orang yang pandai complaint tu buat ape yang aku buat seharian..biar dia rasa penat yang aku rasa...then, he will know...aishhh~~~

makin hari...hati aku makin keras....hati jadi hati batu...sebab?? lu pikir la sendiri...yang penting at this moment, aku kena berjimat banyak..uruskan kewangan aku sebaik mungkin...untuk masa depan aku + anak2..insyaAllah...semoga Allah pelihara niat aku...pelihara usaha aku...permudahkan semua urusan aku....

2 comments:

  1. Try ambik suplemen.
    Kalo badan penat mmg mcm tu. Lg2 kita ni isteri dan ibu. Habis keja di pejabat bersambung kerja di rumah.

    Mmg penat. Hubby pun kene byk bantu isteri juga.

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  2. Samalah mcm saya dulu...gaji masyuk..kawan-kawan best...tapi tak tahan berulang 80km sehari...balik mmg xde nak punch awal..biasa malam baru smpai rumah..smpai bila mcm tu..saya tekad tukar kerja...tak apalah kurang sikit benefitnya..tapi masih ada masa utk keluarga & uruskan rumah tangga...n masa yg sama buat partime biz...hihi...

    singgah blogwalking! salam ramadhan dear :)

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