Salam...
wahhh tajuk gitu kan...tertanya apa??? cik B la ape lagi...dari awal tahun menanti dengan penuh sabar... top2 semalam baru dapat.. masuk saing gaji.. ape cik B?? B tu bonus.... eheh... alhamdulillah... walaupun under my expectation... haruslah tetap rasa bersyukur... bonus tahun ni tak semeriah last year... maybe sebab banyak team bawah aku buat hal kot.. dengan staff turn over tinggi last year.. asyik nak interview orang... nak train new staff.. then not capable.. cari lagi..interview lagi... tu tak masuk back log case lagi...memang a bit stress la last year... sedikit sebanyak effect to my own appraisal even though all these things is out of my control...
portion bonus this year memang dah plan nak beli set bilik tidur + washing machine + tv tapi memandangkan amount tak seperti yang disangka...hanya mampu beli set bilik tidur je kot.. selebihnya kena saving untuk deliver baby hujung tahun nanti.. hajat hati nak beli gelang emas design idaman kalbu terpaksa dipendam lagi..peram untuk next year...ahahah...nafsuuu!!!
actually tak sure la raya this year sempat tak nak siapkan rumah tu...sebab so far just siap pasang lampu + kipas...basuh rumah... tu jela...the rest memang zero..rumah kosong...langsir dah siap jahit tapi belum pasang sebab belum beli cangkuk dia lagi..awning pun dah ready tinggal nak pasang je...table tob untuk kitchen maybe hubby yang sponsor kot...keh3x...
malam tadi sampai rumah terus bawa family makan ikan bakar...small part of family only..my parents, adik 2 orang + zafran and me...hubby keje malam...the rest siblings not free sebab kerja..
actually aku memang a bit frust with my own appraisal evaluation...i think it is not fair enuff...berat sebelah and not transparent among each other...my immediate supervisor know everything but she dun even want to explain to head...it turns to wrong interpretation and yet deny everything fact that i present...it's really frustrated when u give all the heart..trying your best but yet people did not recognize and acknowledge your effort...but it's okay...God knows well..maybe ada hikmah...and maybe He want me to be more tough and put more effort!!!
starting early this year..i'm preparing my self to achieve best result...alhamdulillah..head also trying to plan something for my future career...and hopefully my immediate supervisor become more mature, more capable and please....buang your double standard mindset!!! benci betul sikap dia yang satu ni...aishhh~~~
what ever it is...bersyukurlah dengan apa adanya rezeki yang Allah bagi...ada orang jauh lebih susah...jauh lebih daif kehidupannya...jauh lebih memerlukan...semoga hati tak terus tenggelam dengan harta duniawi..insyaAllah...semoga rezeki yang diterima ni juga berkat...amin...
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