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Friday, June 10, 2011

nak ape lagi??

confuse...nak ape lagi la si girlgie call aku ni??? lps dari kelmarin yg dia call aku minta maap tu...ptg td ni baru jap dia call aku lagi...motip nk tanye psl wedding spupu mr.right yg ujung bln ni nnti...tanye nape dia bertunang lagi skali...nnti pegi ke xwedding tu..pegi hari nikah je ke...or nikah n sanding...pegi ngan sape...mcm2 la...kepoh & sgt merimaskan tau x....

pastu dia tanye aku ade ckp kat mr.right ke dia call aku..aku ckp ler ade...nape? dia diam je...erm kantoi la tu...nape?? tkt org len tau dia dh ngaku salah ke?? klau betul ko tu ikhlas nk minta maap...ko xkan tkut la org len tau...pttnye ko kne bgtau kt bf ko skali...sbb time ko wut fitnah tu...melibatkan bf ko...tp ble ko dh ngaku salah..ko xmau plak explain kt dia n jernihkan blk suasana??? bstu ko ingt lps ko puas buruk2 kan aku...fitnah aku tahap gaban...wut bf ko maki2 aku xtentu pasal...wut bf ko pandang serong kt aku...porak perandakan relationship aku n mr.right...wut fitnah psl aku kt mr.right & wut fitnah psl mr.right kt aku....ko dh wut tikam aku gile babi babas punye...dh wut hati aku terluke paling dalam skali...senang2 aje ko nk aku wut cam xde pape...terima ko blk n kwn mcm dlu???



aku minta maap la byk2...aku bkn sebaik tu...maapkan mungkin bole...tp utk aku lupekan...xmungkin same skali...setiap patah perkataan & caci maki ko + bf ko...smpai sekarang masih semat terpahat di hati aku...xmungkin aku akan lupe...tanpa sebab aku dianiaya mcm tu...tanpa belas ko fitnah aku....aku mmg xdpt lupe...sbb aku sgt sgt sgt sgt SERIK...dan aku sgt TAKUT kejadian yg same berulang utk kali ke bape ntah....cukup la...cukup la smpai sini je aku biarkan diri aku dilukai...ditikam...dianiayai...dihina...dimaki tanpa sebab...cukup...dan CUKUP....

mulai hari ini...aku nekad akan membuang girlgie dlm kamus idup aku....aku ingin campakkan org yg bole memudaratkan idup aku ni...sejauh bole...skali aku nekad buang...slama2 nya aku akan buang....kelak klau mmg kt akan berjumpa lagi...aku akan anggap aku xpenah kenal ko...how i wish mmg xkenal pun....erm...ini bukan dendam...ini bukan benci....tapi...ini cuma BERHATI-HATI....mulai saat ini...no more story about her...wut ever she did after this...i will pretend like i never heard her...never see her...& never know her....

ini utk kebaikan aku...spaya aku rs lbh aman tanpa parasit ini....smoga Allah S.W.T mmbersihkan hati dia dr hasad dengki....jua utk diri sndiri...smoga Allah S.W.T mengizinkan aku utk melupakan insan yg terlalu menyakitkan ati ini...amin.....

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I'm your ERASER

pencil: you know, i'm really sorry

eraser: for what? you didn't do anything wrong to me...

pencil: i'm sorry cause you get hurt because of me..whenever i made mistake, you're always there to erase it. but as you made my mistake vanish, you lose a part of yourself..you get smaller and smaller every time :(

eraser: that's true...but i don't really mind. you see, i was made to do this..i was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. eventhough, one of these days, i know i'll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, i'm actually happy with my job..so please stop worrying...i HATE seeing you SAD because of me..

I do really LOVE you bie...

I do really LOVE you bie...