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Sunday, September 23, 2007

~curang??||

(paste from old blog)



"curang"…ape yg kite faham wif dis simple word?? erm..simple word but complex to understand..mcm mane yg dikatekan curang? ade ke kuar dgn org lain tanpa pengetahuan si dia dikira curang? atau berkawan2 dengan org lain tanpa memberitahu si dia? tp persoalannye..perlukah kite memberitahu stiap ape yg kite lakukan pd si dia? mana nak pegi..berkwn dgn sape..berkenalan dgn sape..berjumpa dgn sape..mkn pukul brape..pegi keje pukul brapa..tdo & bgun pukul brape..is it necessary to inform everything just to show how honest we are..erm..

pd pendapat aku..xsmstinye kite kene report everthng sbb itu sume perkara natural yg kite lakukan stiap ari..kenapa? kalau kt xinform kuar dgn member dikira curang ke? ataupun kite ade kenalan bru dan tak bgtau si dia..ini pon dikira curang ke? pada aku..slagi tak wujudnye sesuatu tanda kelainan prasaan..itu belom curang namenye..cthnye..kt bru berkenalan sgn seseorg xkira la atas urusan kerja ataupon cume nak menambah kenalan..then, kite kwn dgn die ikhlas..dgn kt lain..atas name kawan semata2..tak wujud sama sekali perasan sayang..cinta or kasih atau yg seumpama dgnnye…pd aku normal je xbgtau si dia..tp klau dr segi percakapan or perbualan…atau perbuatan skalipon..klau da ke arah lain..(maknenye..mesra semcam je..ala..mcm lagu teman tp mesra tu)..itu da boleh dikira curang..dan xjujur..

kenapa perlu jujur & setia? ade org penah tanye aku..ape la yg aku dpt dgn kesetiaan & kejujuran yg diagung2 kan tu..sdgkan si dia belum tentu jujur & setia mcm kite…erm..persoalan yg ni ssh aku nak jwb sbnrnye..msing2 terletak kat diri sndiri la..klau awal2 kite da set yg die xkan setia..yg die pon main kayu tiga..utk ape terus bersama..pd aku..yg penting adalah diri aku..aku perlu jujur dulu…aku perlu setia dulu..dan aku percaya..kt akan dpt pasangan yg serupa..erm..

itu ape yg aku pk n pegang slama ni la..tp dah sekian lame..rs mcm makin xberbaloi je..kenyakinan yg utuh dulu tu..makin hari makin pudar..kepercayan aku plak..makin lame makin nipis..salah aku ke sume ni? ntah la..cume dr ari ke ari..mkin byk perkara yg aku tau…dan..makin lemah cinta dlm diri ni..penah satu tahap rs nak lepas je semua nya..tp..ntah la..belum ade cukup kekuatan utk itu..biarla..slama mane die nak tipu…sejauh mane die nak pergi…klau die bukan milik aku..die ttap akan pegi jugak..byk bende lain yg aku perlu pk kan..
erm..sbnrnye…skung ni aku bru tau lg 1 perkara..dan saat ni sbnrnye…ht aku sgt sedih..kecewa sbb rs diperbodohkan berulang kali..ntah la..biar la..asal die bahagia dgn cara die…cume doa aku..dia akan jujur…aku nak tgk selama mane die nak simpan bende ni..sejauh mane die sanggup menipu aku..sejauh mane die nak berahsia..pls..stop hurting me.. :(

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I'm your ERASER

pencil: you know, i'm really sorry

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pencil: i'm sorry cause you get hurt because of me..whenever i made mistake, you're always there to erase it. but as you made my mistake vanish, you lose a part of yourself..you get smaller and smaller every time :(

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