mslh aku....

xtau sama ada sbb aku tgh tertekan or aku mmg ade masalah.....


***aku sgt rindu mr.right sbb ktorg jrg sgt jupe lately ni...he's so busy with his work...& i could understand him..sbb majlis ktorg pun xlame je lagi...he's working too hard for all these...really appreciated it & that's make me jd more penyabar...


the problem is...every time dia ade ms utk jupe aku...aku msti moody ble jupe dia...tgk dia..i dunno...is it something wrong with me??? kadang2 aku sndiri xtau knapa nk moody...tp saat dia melangkah pergi utk balik...saat dia hilang dr pandangan mata aku...aku akan terasa begitu sayu di hati sbb xdpt luangkn ms dgn lbh bek...i felt regret every time he left me...dan aku akan mule merindui dia balik until he come to see me again...then bende same jd again and again....***

aku rs sejak sebelum puasa aku mcm ni...dh agak lame la...tp lately makin teruk plak layanan aku kt mr.right....alhamdullillah dia sgt penyabar ngan sikap aku...knapa la ngan aku ni??? sometime it is out of my control...seolah2 stiap kali jupe dia...aku mcm jd org len...xleh tgk muke dia...tanpa sebab...i'm repeat...TANPA SEBAB ok...dia xwut slh pape pun aku xleh tgk muke dia...aduhai...ya Allah...permudahkan lah sgala2nya...


i'm so worry about this.... =,='


td lg melampau...xpndang muke mr.right pun..punye la mcm2 cite dia bercite kt aku rini...last2 dia blk td...dia ttp senyum kt aku n say "I LOVE U"...aku?? diam je...pastu ckp "drive elok2 ye"..tu je...xsmpai 5 minit dia ilang dr pndangan aku..ttbe dia kol aku lg...dia ckp jgn isau2...insyaAllah semuanya akan ok...


p/s: dia mcm phm je ape yg aku alami..sdgkan aku sndiri xphm ngan diri aku...erkkk aku dh xbetol ke dkt2 nk kawen ni??? ke sbb aku tgh sgt serabut wut preparation????? (~,~)


I'M SO SORRY SYG....really mean it ok...GUILTY giler.... =,='